Thursday, October 7, 2010

Day 6 in the Vault...

I just became aware of the fact that I actually started the Vault last Friday when actually that was just our first official weigh in day.. the actual 1st true lock down day was Sat.. so today is really, truly only day 6.

I am doing GREAT.  I am pretty sure I hit my 2#.  (my fairy God mother, wish come true weight loss goal puts me in at needing to lose 2# a week most weeks of this initiative).




PERSONAL VICTORY..
Well yesterday turned out to be a difficult day.


I was a little strung out, personal reasons I decided to really not go into here *smile*.
But I had a hard day and I could feel the tension and worry pulsing in my body.. I literally felt like I was vibrating and turned to my old way of coping..

I started to pig out on this raw granola .. ya it’s raw but its’ still uncontrolled eating and I just realized here I am eating when I am not hungry - again..

I decided I needed to really feel what I am feeling (I am learning this) and try to go thru it and not numb myself with food.. instead I thought of other ways to try to relax and just let the feelings flow.. I did deep breathing, put on a fuzzy cashmere old tattered sweater that always feels like a nice hug for myself and made myself hot chamomile tea to relax.

I was very proud of myself.. it was actually quite monumental that I took control back and reined myself in on the eating.

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TODAY...
Well today I am feeling a bit down because I ate too much yesterday and might have derailed myself on my vault weigh in.


I am not counting calories - I used FitDay for over a year and I am just not going there yet if I don't have to.. I just want to rein myself in a little.

So today I am really staying on plan well and having nothing but fruit till around 1pm and then green smoothies (2-3) the rest of the day - dinner included. Tomorrow is my weigh in day at the Vault I am so glad I have signed up for this initiative.. it's already helping me with my focus and motivation.

Ultimate Goals?:

My mind of course was going full on as I woke up - it's always this way for me in the morning.. this morning I am thinking about ultimate goals for this vault.. If I had my dream come true it would be to be under 200 by the end. That’s 17 pounds (to 198) in 11 weeks. I know this is my ultimate goal but any weigh loss is good for moi! Getting under 200 will be monumental (there is that word again) for me.. it's been over 13 years.

FOOD YESTERDAY:

Pig out...

-Handful of walnuts and almonds and 1 corn chip taking stuff out of dehydrator
-Coffee w/ almond milk
-Raw Granola handful
-Gauc and chips (left over from dinner the night before) - dehydrated corn chips..
-Kale, carrot, beet, pineapple smoothie (had to choke it down because I didn’t strain it)
-Corn chips (2 small)
-Granola pig out.. well half a bag anyway - my first uncontrolled eating in a while
-2 teaspoon fulls of tahini to end the pig out (strong flavor always helps me)
-2-3 T hummus and half small tomato and ½ red bell pepper for dinner - didn't need much was not very hungry.

Rawk on everyone!

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Just a quick check in...

Wonderful Digital art by Pittix on Etsy.



I wanted to come in and post my food for yesterday.. I sort of grazed all day. 

-Miso with wakame warmed in dehydrator (it was in there for almost an hour and didn’t warm it at all?)
-7 almonds and a corn chip as I was turning them
-11 walnut halves a little later with chai tea made with almond milk (yum)
-2 T hummus and 2 T tahini as I was whipping up hummus
-Large corn chip (like 4") as I was checking them..
-3 handfuls (over an hour) of giraffe Raw granola YUM cheery ginger is the bomb
-lots of gauc and corn chips for dinner


Corn chips were OK.. will work on recipe before posting it.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Taking a little "ME" time...

Day 5 in the Vault..



I'm still Rawking the Raw food lifestyle.  I actually am working on eating MORE fruits and veggies and less nuts and seeds over the next few days.. to see it if will bump up my weight loss.. I've stalled.. well not really, I was supposed to start my period yesterday and no show.  No worries, I'm not preggers I think it's just RAW foods!

Anyway I think my body is just holding on to a little water and I BET next week I will see a couple pounds off on the scale.

I am taking some time away from the computer to get some work done business wise (I have two home based businesses.. I am a Jewelry Designer and I also have a Gemstone Sales site..

Here are a couple of my sites:

My main Gallery Site:
http://www.carymartindesigns.com/

My Etsy Lovely LUXE store:
http://www.lovelyluxejewels.etsy.com/

My Etsy CaryMartinDesigns store:
http://www.carymartindesigns.etsy.com/

My Etsy gemstone store:
http://www.gemgourmet.etsy.com/


Anyway I really am very behind and I know I just need a couple of days.. my main priority is STILL our health and home. 

I'll be back soon!

Monday, October 4, 2010

Day 4 in the VAULT~

A Fantastic Four, Ha!

This is going to be a long post because I have allot to say and wanted to give you a couple of recipes I make over and over that I LOVE!

Day four of our 11 week initiative in the Vault at Raw Food Rehab:
You can read about it and download the books for this detox at the above site.  Raw Food Rehab is an excellent site.

Today I feel pretty well! I think my sinus yuck is better this morning although it got bad again last night.. seems to be the way it presents itself - at night..

Seemed to sleep VERY hard last night.. woke up about an hour later than I usually do… and only because DH’s phone went off.

Had a cup of coffee with almond cream this morning.. honestly I am not truly convinced that good organic wine and organic coffee (without dairy) is really that bad for me OCCASIONALLY. It’s not that I am addicted actually .. It’s been a couple of weeks since I’ve had a cup I just wanted it this morning as I was making DH's..

Last night I made my very fav meal so far.. zucchini spiraled into angel hair with my fav. Red sauce (recipe to follow) with pesto pine nut parmesan on top and the last of our corn zuch crackers on the side..

It was a large bowl and I couldn’t finish it all. I had a glass of organic wine with. I have found that when I drink now (maybe 2-3x a month now – red wine only) I can’t even drink an entire glass.. gone are the days I could put away an entire bottle! I think my body is just more clean and booze effects me much more quickly.. another VerY interesting thing is I no longer crave any alcohol at all! ESPECIALLY the hard liquor I used to consume.

I was the martini queen for several years with my girlfriends and always asked to invent a new drink for every party.. whenever we would all go out for cocktails I was always asked to pick the place and choose drinks for everyone to try. I was very much into booze and the social aspects of "the cocktail hour".. not really an alcoholic but only because I think I was lucky. I for sure got my buzz on very often, on a regular basis I guess.

I went for quite a while w/o any alcohol at all when I started working on my health and now a glass of wine a week is wonderful but a totally different scene for me. I think the only reason I want it is because I love it in the sauce and the bottle is already open.

This red sauce to follow is my very fav. I think I was Italian in another life and Italian food is my very fav. cuisine. I truly rate an Italian restaurant by their red sauce (doesn’t everyone?). My very fav. meal of all time is a simple spicy red sauce with good parm on top (no meat) on a nice pile of angel hair. A glass of red wine and WAY too much bread and an absolutely ridiculous amount of butter.

This sauce IMO is the best Raw tomato sauce ever. I tried 5 different recipes when I first became raw. Here is the recipe:

( I can’t believe I am posting it here, I think I could make a fortune with this recipe but think finding things we love can help us on this path and THATS more important than all the money in the world!)

Raw Spicy Red Sauce:

1 C tomato (good tomato is important I like to use one large beautiful dark burgundy heirloom tomato from WF!)
1/2 dehydrated tomato (I bought a bunch of heirloom tomatoes and dehydrated them just for this sauce)
2 T balsamic vinegar
¼ C Lemon Juice
1/3 C Organic Sulfite Free Red wine (I get mine from WF)
2 T Nama Shoyu
1/2 teaspoon cayenne pepper – (I love spicy red sauce –I used more)
1- clove garlic (green middle sprout vein removed – makes it less harsh)
1/2 date
Dulse (a large pinch for the mega minerals and a salty flavor)
1/3 C soaked cashews
¼ C pine nuts
A little water to get to a thick pouring consistency – as much as you like.. I like mine thick because it’s always watered down by the zucchini spirals.

I use two zucchini per person and make angel hair with my spiralizer.

Pesto PineNut Parmesan: 
Obviously this has to be made 2-3 days in advance.. it takes 2 days to dehydrate in my excalabur.
But it's one of my staples – good on salads, in wraps.. on a spoon! (ha)...

1 C soaked cashews
1 C pumpkin seeds or sunflower seeds soaked
1T star nutritional yeast
2 T lemon juice
1 T seasalt
1 T water (may need more)
½ c pine nuts
2 C basil (not smushed, just lightly measured)
¼ C lime juice - I like even more!
Black pepper


To blend:
Basically I put it in the vitamix in this layer:
First the citrus juices and the water then the basil then spices and yeast and then the seeds/nuts.
This makes allot (to me) and I used half of it as a spread in collard/veggie wraps and dehydrated the other half as a topping.

Spread on flex sheets and dehydrate.. I go in and break it up a bit and sort of stir it around every 8 hours or so.. it takes two days to get to where you can crumble it.

AND I had a few people ask about my Corn Zucchini crackers.. I am so in love with these.. right now they are my very fav. DH loves them too and I make them thick for him and he spreads avo, onion, tomato and capers on it for breakfast sometimes.
Raw Zucchini – Corn – Jalapeno – Sunflower Seed Crackers

1 C ground almonds (soak overnight then rinse well and allow to drain an hour)
1 C flax seeds – ground
1 C sunflower seeds (soak overnight then rinse well and allow to drain an hour)
6 Ears of fresh corn cut off the cob (I’ve also used frozen organic)
3 zucchini
1-2- jalapeno (depending on how hot you like! – I use two and it’s pretty hot!) or cayenne to taste
1/2 C finely chopped yellow onion
Seasalt (1 teaspoon)
3 T Olive Oil
3 T Honey – I’ve found lately this is not needed – corn is pretty sweet or I am losing my taste for sweet!

Shred zucchini in food processor, put in LARGE bowl, grind nuts/seeds in food processor and add to bowl, grind corn and onion and jalapeno in food processor and add to bowl. Add salt, oil and honey (opt) to bowl and stir (will be a little watery) allow to sit about 15 min for flax to make it really thick.

I use a large soup spoon or an offset spatula and spread to thickness I like. Spread to at least about ¼ inch (don’t get too thin) thickness – can make them even thicker for a breakfast type bread.

Dehydrate until they are easy to take off the flex mats (mine takes about 8 hours) and then take them off and put them on the tray just on the screen and dehydrate till crisp. Obviously the thicker the longer it takes.
I plan on adding some nice Japanese Dulse or other flaked seaweed in them next time!.

OH I ALMOST FORGOT:
Food Yesterday:
Banana and water FIRST thing! Very hungry and a little shaky when I got up..
2 black plums (luscious!)
Pumpkin spice tea latte from our Falling Into Raw book!
Banana
cantaloupe pineapple maraschino cherry salad
spiral zucchini with my fav red sauce with wine/sundried tom. Topped with dehydrated basil pesto parm and had corn zuch crackers on the side.
Lara bar dessert

Pix of my lovely Pumpkin Spice Rooibous Latte from Falling Into Raw Recipe Book:


This was EXCELLENT. I doubled up on the rooibous because I like my tea strong and made my own almond milk extra thick. DH really dug this and I was HAPPY! Thanks Penni! (I mentioned the "Falling Into Raw" downloadable books in a recent post. . GREAT for the Holidays!).

I seemed to be very hungry yesterday.. Supposed to start my period today.. will see. I have no PMS or cramping which is the BOMB.. totally do not feel like I am going to start.

Wow my posts are getting Long! If you actually red this entire thing, thank you so much! I hope someone tries the red sauce, seriously it’s amazing.

Future:

I've been playing around myself to build a holiday repertoire of Raw food recipes.  I want to make it thru the holidays being true to myself and my path but also have it FEEL like our Holidays of past..

I want to have a sweet potato couscous type of casserole with almonds and currants or raisins.. and a nice salad with citrus and pomegranate seeds..

I think a Raw pecan pie will be in the planning! I am already saving my pulp from my almond milk as a base for some crust experiments. My grandparents had pecan trees and pecan EVERYTHING was always on the holiday menu.
Now if I could just come up with a Hot Buttered Rum idea.. ha!

Have a great Raw day my loves!
Cary~

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Feelings of Gratitude...

I want to talk this morning about gratitude. It’s such a beautiful, cool morning and I feel such a sense of calmness and overall peace in my soul and in my household.

I feel intuitively that I have finally found my path. I am moving at last, in the right direction. Toxic badness is leaving me. I can feel it.

I have a deep excitement that is bubbling up and I am so grateful.

I am grateful for my husband who supports me ALWAYS in whatever I do, with a grounding calmness that always astounds me. I feel so blessed to have him in my life.

I am blessed to be able to have my time at home and not have to work if I don’t want to (I do actually run two businesses.. a jewelry design business and a gemstone sales website) but I know in my heart that this is not my priority right now… and I am allowed to follow the guidance the universe is giving me and let my businesses fall away a bit right now. I don’t feel guilt and we are ok financially if I am careful.

I am grateful for the KNOWLEDGE that is everywhere re: the High Raw lifestyle. How much information is out there astounds me! It’s a HUGE movement. I had no idea.

I am grateful for my friends and family and their support and even participation and encouragement. My mother and one of my sisters have disease they are dealing with and I feel in my heart part of the reason I am drawn to Raw is to help them and encourage THEM… and I love that.

I am grateful for where we live.. in the middle of a bunch of citrus groves and can’t wait for the upcoming citrus crop in the next couple of months!

Most of all I am grateful for health. I know I am on the right track for myself, my darling husband (the genius I married!) and my family. I can’t wait to see what life will bring as I travel down this astounding path.

I wish you all, anyone that is reading this a wonderful weekend.

Friday, October 1, 2010

Facination with Detox!

I think detox is a fascination for me.  Maybe it's that way for most Raw foodists?

So far I've had the usual.. headache, sinus yuck, joint stiffness and body fatigue, (some days I would sleep all day if I could) and mild achy feelings.

AND some strange things I also believe are detox related.  Right now I have swelling in my left foot (an area that I was told by a podiatrist that I had arthritis), a deep ache in an area on both of my upper arms, high up almost under my arms toward the back where I am pretty sure there are clusters of lymph nodes and lately also lots of tearing in my eyes which seems strange but I guess has to be just a detox route!

I welcome it all.  I want to know I am making up for some of the not so nice things I have done to this body. 

Cheers (with my bubbly kombucha of course!) to Detox

Day One.. In the VAULT!

Even though the 11 Week Detox Vault at RawFoodRehab is now officially closed you can still purchase the digital books and participate in your own style.  Penni (the Author) has allowed the books to be downloaded outside of the Vault!

IMO the books are fantastic for the Fall rather you want to be totally Raw or not!  Here is a pix of the three you can download:

You can purchase the set by Penni Shelton here:

In addition to the three books (one "book" is actually pix only, which I love because you can print the recipes in black and white from the other book w/o pix!) you will also get two text files with this download.  One a good journal page to update each week for your progress and one a grocery list that I already have printed out! 

Trust me, there are some GREAT Raw food recipes in this collection and we all need a little help thru the Holidays now don't we?

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Notes on yesterday:

Food:

Breakfast:
1/3 cantaloupe
2 banana
1 peach

Snack:
green juice

Lunch
cooked vegan (2 veggie burgers plain)
2 T tahini to dip burgers in
Then....
2 freaking Lara bars! Sort of a Binge!
I think let myself get too hungry and I was doing LOTS of work on the house and I am also hormonal.. 4 days before I should start my cycle.. I know excuses don't Rawk it do they?

BUT...
Amazing salad for dinner! My fav. salad I have had so far and I just threw it together with lusciousness I had in the fridge. 

I have lots of veggies but only had greens I thought were appropriate for green juices.. they seemed too strong to me for salad greens EXCEPT when I tried the Red chard!  I really loved it by itself and so did DH.

I added an organic yellow tomato from WholeFoods (amazing.. best tomato I have had since we left AR!), sweet onion, orange slices, semi sprouted mung beans, red bell pepper, a little avocado, dressing was a T of raw tahini, juice from one orange, a couple dashes of nama shoy a little garlic powder and salt and pepper).. great dressing BTW!

So I feel like I sort of almost saved the day with this amazing salad!! 
Small victories...

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Today I am psyched.  I really am glad to be a part of this Vault.  I need accountability thru the Holidays.  I need the support.